Non-Technical Blog
After Leaving Research, I Finally Feel at Peace / 离开科研之后，我内心终于平静了
After more than seven years of research, I am finally turning my attention back to learning. Without an upper bound or a verifiable reward, research made it impossible for me to know when to stop; letting it go has brought...
Thoughts on the Layoffs / 裁员的感想
On the day of Meta layoffs. The office was nearly empty, people in WeChat groups were saying goodbye, and I started thinking about happiness deferred, the PhD that permanently changed my brain, and whether the bottom of the pyramid can...
The Dice of Fate / 命运的骰子
Continuing the conversation about reward from the previous post. On the gap between thinking and acting, the impossibility of forcing things, and learning to make decisions by vibe rather than by rule. If I get rejected, maybe fate is telling...
Some Recent Thoughts on RL and Life / 最近关于 RL 的生活杂想
Late at night, half asleep, I suddenly realized how to solve an interview problem I had failed the day before. I had not had this kind of Eureka moment for a long time. Reflections on research, learning, exams, and why...